you choose to put yourself beneath its flag
September 24, 2024
You11 are born; you22 wake in an alter-dream; you33 inhabit
the middle photograph in a time lapse; you44 are contingent
on era and event, their bubble; you55 come dressed head
to toe in the dirt of a cultural substratum: a disguise,
a tarring, a meconium, which means the fresh shit
of a newborn; you66 believe in a cousin of the word shit,
whose root means to cleave, thus conscious; you77 learn
to believe as if to convince, convince as if to say: it is
different here; you88 go to a shooting range here, launch
discs of orange to kill, clay pigeons cleav-
ing like roses; you99 are meant to shoot; you1010 wonder,
from a formal perspective, if who shoots whom matters;
you1111 watch the world violate and take any agent;
you1212 are unsurprised when you consent to be an agent,
that, as you1313 drop bodies into the trash, agent of enfolds
into a superstratum of language; you1414 believe the statute
whose beauty is violence; you1515 choose to put yourself
beneath its flag; you1616 sew your passport to your belly
just for reference; you1717 play the upright citizen in a dream;
you1818 believe in the common good not knowing common
nor good; your1919 hands clamp treacherous and intransitive
gerunds to your chest; you2020 open your mouth: clay pigeons
exit; you2121 question what it means by open, if opening only
scratches deeper strata, subtracts blood by zero; you2222 touch
your humanity and find it is an open set; you2323 fumble
for the edges and discover only pauses, commas; you2424
compass, being alive, an elaboration of immiscibility
against antithesis; you2525 feel yourself near the inhuman,
yet in approach, gulp the unimaginable; you2626 cover
your body with filth and down, glued with rice flour,
spit; you2727 submerge one language in another; you2828 enter
the river and do not drown; you2929 grow out of soil; the dead
enrich you3030; you3131 watch growings turn into growings,
drownings turn into drownings; you3232 are the common you3333;
you3434 wake again as a citizen of the middle photograph;
you3535 become a digit giving account of what is here,
in your stratum, not elsewhere; you3636 situate your distance
from paradise; you3737 clamp violence into beauty, which opens;
you3838 open your mouth to the pigeons, who shyly understand.