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I Wake Up in New York to an Explosion in Lahore and Carry On With My Day As If Nothing Happened

‘A man kisses a pigeon and another kisses a dog and / both times I look away to gather the spikes of trees into a / dripping faucet.’

By Momina Mela

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I shouldn’t write a poem about it. There’s no use.
I want to feel healthy so I walk to the kitchen with
one foot in front of the other and crack two eggs on the counter.
I can’t go to the gym today though, this time the explosion was
too close to home. The fact of bodies is tangible.
The obliterated parking lot flashed on the local news—
if I squint it looks like a construction site.
I’ll go out today but I won’t tell anyone about the bomb.
It’s none of their business and anyway, I can’t always be
a symbol of a wreckage having occurred elsewhere.
I sit in the park instead and watch people relax.
A man kisses a pigeon and another kisses a dog and
both times I look away to gather the spikes of trees into a
dripping faucet. The water fountains open their empty
oyster shells and today the sun is made in the image of a sliding
trolley—partly because light is slipping away and partly due to
the nostalgia of railroad tracks. I run into a poet who insists on using
material from real life to write a poem and for the first time in my life
I don’t have an opinion. I believe the trick to achieving perfect symmetry
is to lean backwards into your soul and fake a ripening. Look grateful,
debauchery is a fact the same way a watershed actualizes a river.
Your experience is only the accumulation of tongues in your mouth.
You find a street and walk on it. You don’t call your mother.