I had loved, fathered, and given up
on my dreams in this otherness
February 20, 2024
In a vast library,
its method of cataloguing
knowledge lost on me,
believing my work was to carry them
out from these shelves into the world,
though their script was to me a silence
like musical notes that some can read
and hear melody within,
I am a bundle. Lifting my eyes
from pages, from a dream
within a dream, I am told
that no more than an hour has passed,
life having had its way.
I had loved, fathered, and given up
on my dreams in this otherness,
the final word of a dead world,
a book written and left
to be found by those who knew
they were dying, a story about
a whole world remembered
by at least one person
who remains unfinished.
Because when I woke I was adept
at an alien instrument,
I played an alien song.