“Thumb over the halo-halo layers ghostly over the seated pink mini” and “I will tell an old story of my name”
September 26, 2023
Thumb over the halo-halo layers ghostly over the seated pink mini
sequencing midshot & close-up
dealing in roots & stems of derivative morphology
much loving repeating has to be in a being
kalis to kaliskis long tail scrape to fish scale
remix the root sulat to will write susulat
separate meat from bone swings himay into himaymay
one sun loops araw to araw-araw on the daily
backward baligtad goes into continual babalibaligtad tumbling
ulol just recursively mad
one is ang magandang puno two ang mga magagandang
pagka- superduper to the nth degree kagagandang tree
most beautiful none more so anywhere
gotta inflect the very dang-n-ah in magandang maganda
so that one can listen to all the repeating in every one
staggered flames nagluto stutter molecules nagluluto
magluluto times time will cook together object & focus
lutuin niluto niluluto lulutuin
fiber strings of sound clips into yielding
I will tell an old story of my name
If you hang around a set of questions meant to fill an
unknown void, certain stories get old. If it weren’t for
people who associate agential speech with political
agency & other people who chime in about the
contrivances of human declarations of freedom
people like me wouldn’t know to be ashamed of
lack & abjection, wouldn’t differentiate from old
stories told around the unknown void, wouldn’t want
a way out from talk about great-grandparents who had
names, home towns, personality traits. Knowing opens
an unknown void around which others without a
personal history gather to tell old stories of being
politicized & historicized
From Teeter by Kimberly Alidio (Nightboat Books, 2023). Reprinted with permission of Nightboat Books.