what I don’t get is why / you choose to come here
December 11, 2018
The prison system is a like nation within a nation. It has its own border walls, its own vast population. To enter, you must abandon your belongings, pass under the gaze of correctional officers, and walk through the arch of a metal detector. “Same as at the airport,” they sometimes tell you. Into the prison, you carry an ID that confirms your citizenship in the outside world.
This is the first piece in A World Without Cages, a collection of creative writing by and about the incarcerated, proudly published on The Margins. The work gathered here stands watch over a system that is always watching. “What I don’t get,” says a voice in this poem, “is why you choose to come here.” These pieces are a choice—to seek out, and speak of, what might otherwise be erased.
—Daniel A. Gross, Editor
Security
OPEN GATE ONE step in
put your keys and your ID on the table walk through
the machine whoops
take your belt off try again
it smells in there by the way OK GATE TWO
grab your things
come in I even set up fans and everything but man it’s awful like
a bunch of ’em forgot to shower
set your things down on the counter sit down
take off your shoes
and socks show me your feet
turn your shoes upside down and knock ’em together
you staying with family
or somethin’? stand up lift your tongue say Ahhhh
turn around lift
your hair you come a long way
pull out your pockets
inmates
they get three meals
and a roof and a bed
and me I get paid I been here twenty-one years
I get seniority
on holidays this year I got Christmas
and Thanksgiving
I hope I get out on time today ready
grab your ID
and locker key I ain’t kiddin’
it’s awful in there OPEN GATE TWO
I been holdin’ my breath all day step out
spread your legs
arms out like a airplane
what I don’t get is why
you choose to come here