There is a waxing // for every waning.
This piece is part of the Wine notebook, which features original art by Su Yu-Xin.
Lately I’ve been moved
by how quickly you lean
into my touch, fear
in the past. I now understand
the horned oni king, cradling
his human wife, three eyes
blinking in exquisite dilemma:
whether he loves her
too much to eat her, or enough.
Patience and adoration the required
ingredients in aged wine, young
wives, rich liquid swirls
within cups and cheeks, lips
and bottles, viscous, viscus.
The vines of the vampire
plant swell around words
we don’t say: parasite, addiction,
sister witchweed, cousin
broomrape, limbs tangled
around crops, lawns, bodies,
gentle susurrus since a host
tastes better if you talk to it
as it dies: I’m here for you,
I feel your pain. There is a waxing
for every waning. First,
I lose sleep and peace, then comes
the pallor. I don’t pull away.
Around us is a constant
cadence, an ancient clinging,
almost a song—I could live
without you, but why?