‘I roam. Sometimes in solitude; sometimes in a crowd. But unlike a dog, I do not die a little each day, subdued to the loyalty of my master. I die all at once if it must be.’
Nautical Shrouds by Vi Khi Nao
I have spent my life roaming deliberately. Exhaling oxygen
out of triangular shaped ventilators. I turn to the coral
reefs and have measured my life by their verdant glances.
Their lungs, by the way, are fake corridors. And although I
wag my tail, I am not a dog chained to a leash. Nor do I
need the approval of my peers. I roam. Sometimes in
solitude; sometimes in a crowd. But unlike a dog, I do not
die a little each day, subdued to the loyalty of my master. I
die all at once if it must be. I die sometimes wrapped up in
the sleep of nautical shrouds. Sometimes alone with a bow
needle nailed to the roof of my mouth. Sometimes my jaw
is completely yanked out of my body and this is okay. This
gives my body an opportunity to watch my decapitated
head fall into an ice bucket. This time I really kick the
bucket–my cousin’s face pressed against my mandible
as our fleshes are taken from us. I do not expect my last
breath to exist a the corridor of another face.